Sunday, January 09, 2011

A Prayer for Violent Times (drawing from Isaiah 40)

A voice says, “Cry out!”

God, we are stunned by violence. We hear echoes that something is very wrong and get that sadly familiar feeling in the pit of our stomach as we hear the news, thinking, “Not again.”

A voice says, “Cry out!”

And immediately the news tells us the political history of those affected, the voting records, their stance on controversial issues. And before we know it, the story of this violence is turned into a political debate, where those who struggle for life are made to take on partisan struggles for freedom in our different understandings of the meaning of that word. And the mother of a nine-year-old girl weeps. Where is her freedom?

A voice says, “Cry out!”

We cry out to you, O God, because there must be more to say in all this than “Maybe we've taken our partisan division too far.” We cry out to you because there must be more to say than “A mentally-ill young adult, rejected from the military, wracked by extremism, did the unthinkable.” There must be more to say than, “It happened again.” There must be more to do than change the channel, emotionally disengage and will ourselves into the uneasy complacence of forgetfulness.

A voice says, "Cry out!" 
And we said, "What shall we cry?"

Shall we cry out for young lives lost? Shall we cry out for the sickness that shooting is the answer? Shall we cry out for our inability to—even in tragedy—look beyond the political?

A voice says, “Cry out!”

We hear language of “guns don't kill people, people kill people” and miss the obvious shattering point that, regardless of rhetoric, people are dying. Nine-year-old girls, seventy-year-old retirees, passionate politicians and their aides, the hope of peace for our nation.

A voice says, “Cry out!”

We cry out to you, O God. Your people need a shepherd to speak words of comfort. In the wilderness of violence that has become familiar, we need a new way. A way in this desert of destruction that speaks of your glory seen together—as one people—a way where love is stronger than death, hope is stronger than fear and peace is stronger than hatred of the other. A way where we're not entitled to forget the events that trouble us, but where we're troubled into a holy transformation of this nation and world into a place of liberty and justice for all. A place where a mother doesn't have to fear for her daughter's safety at the grocery store. A place where college campuses don't become sites of bloodshed. A place where people in deep hurting are able to find words of comfort spoken to them before they see violence as the only solution.

A voice says, “Cry out!”

We cry out, to you, O God. Even if we don't have the words, we cry out anyway, because you are a God who listens, who compels us to action, who stirs in us the capacity to love in the face of devastation and fear, who makes a new way of peace and calls us to follow.

We cry out, to you, O God.

Amen.

Thursday, January 06, 2011

Tuesday, January 04, 2011

weeza's big day



Today's my 29th birthday! It's been just perfect...an overwhelming number of facebook greetings from friends the world over, spicy migas for breakfast with a generous cup of coffee, an afternoon movie and a new pair of boots. What a fun day. The highlight was this video birthday message from my amazing nieces. You can see it here on my sister's blog. So enthusiastic and joyful. As my last birthday of my 20's, it's not too shabby. :)

(I just had to add an amazing picture my friends Karen & Rob put on facebook. So wonderful!)

Monday, January 03, 2011

New Year's in Brady

I had a great time relaxing with family for New Year's! Another epic road trip led to central Texas for the weekend to visit my Aunt Madelynn and Uncle Jack and cousins. There was amazing food (steak and fried shrimp!), great conversation and the relaxation that comes with being in the country. Here are some of my glimpses of grace over the weekend...

-There's nothing like a Texas sunset.

-Leisurely mornings spent drinking coffee and chatting with sun pouring in the windows.

-Lee's adorable, cuddly, rambunctious puppy. Adele and Justin brought their dogs too, and so one afternoon consisted of my reading with a dog on either side of me, sharing my recliner.

-Aunt Madelynn with precious Grant, the newest addition to our family. He's so cute in that dreamy, contented baby way.

-Chasing an armadillo to try to get a picture. Pretty fast little guy. Pretty random thing to do. :)

-My parents relaxing in the chilly weather.


-This is on the ranch my uncle manages. It's a lovely little spot where people can come for picturesque events.



-Sun shimmering on the surface of water.

-Streaked cliffs that have Native American paintings on them (which I didn't climb up to see closer, but fully believe are there).

-Purple cactus! I've seen a lot of cactus in Texas, but never in this shade before.


-I loved this amazing little wood-burning stove at my Aunt and Uncle's house. It reminds me of one I once saw in Lesotho and it heats the entire room. I also love Aunt M's meticulous way of lighting it: 30 pages of a phone book, ripped out and balled up individually + a handful of wood chips + a few small logs and later, a larger one = guaranteed warmth.

-Christmas lights shining through intricate door glass.

-A gorgeous sunrise, blindingly bright but so stirring and joyful I didn't want to look away.

-Stopping by charming Fredericksburg on the way home and enjoying authentic German food, leisurely shopping (to walk off all that yummy food) and enjoying a gloriously sunny, chilly day.



Thursday, December 30, 2010

meet in the middle

Question: When you haven't seen a dear friend in over 2 years and you're finally on the same continent and are only a measly 10 hours apart over the holidays, what do you do?
Answer: Drive 5 hours each and meet in the middle, of course!

The middle happened to be Dallas, so my good friend Jen and I met there to spend a couple of days catching up and hanging out with our friend Stuart. Jen and I were roommates in Belfast when I was a Young Adult Volunteer there from 2004-2005, and Stuart was also a Y.A.V., in Argentina. It really did feel like no time had passed. Here are some of my glimpses of grace from the visit:

-Going to a cafe and drinking coffee for 3 1/2 hours while watching the rain bucket down outside, glad for the warm dry place to sit and the easy conversation (and the free coffee refills).


-A Methodist church with this simple, profound message displayed at their door.

-Going the the Dallas Museum of Art (another great rainy day activity) and enjoying the beautiful sculptures of The Mourners (from the court of Burgundy in the 14th and 15th centuries), a surprising Monet, African and Indian clothing and sculptures and much more. I even saw my mother's Acapulco dishes on display! When we first entered, we took this picture, thinking a mirror would be an easy way to get both of us in the picture (albeit looking in different places, but oh well). This led to an entertaining game of "find mirrors to take pictures in."


(I think we look like we're haunting this mirror.)

-Sitting in a Mexican restaurant for a "snack" of shrimp tacos, cerveza, salsa and chips and having another of those great conversations.

-Stuart bringing us coffee and donuts in the morning, along with the paper. Having just met his lovely girlfriend the night before, I remarked, "And this, Stuart, is why you have a girlfriend." Such a kind fellow. And Jen and I, as you can see, like our food and coffee.

-A gorgeous view of sun shining through clouds accompanying me on my long drive home. I know that for everyone there are moments when the presence of God is something to be questioned, but then there are moments like these, when God is as real as the sun shining on my face or a reunion with an old friend.

Saturday, December 25, 2010

light blessing the now

We had a lovely, blessed Christmas. Lots of family gathered and we enjoyed exchanging presents, eating entirely too much yummy food, going to the stirring Christmas Eve service, reminiscing about hilarious family gatherings in the past, reading books outside on the porch while listening to the rain and playing with Natalie and Gianna.


Natalie liked the purple sparkly headband Aunt Weeza gave her.

Gigi really loved ice cream (who doesn't?).




Gorgeous rain sparkling like diamonds through sunlight.









Gigi really liked the monkey I gave her as evidenced by intense shaking...

...cuddling...
...and eating!
It was such a relaxed, fun Christmas. I hope you've had a wonderful Christmas. I'll share thoughts from the devotional I read each day. It's from d365.org and I loved their take on Christmas, written by Heidi Hagstrom.

Christmas is just this – Light blessing the now. Christmas is not the end of the Advent waiting and journeying. It is the dawn of Advent. It is Light blessing and sanctifying the journey, the waiting itself.

In the hush of Christmas we are invited to witness the gift of the Light that shines in the now. We are invited to notice and to receive the sanctifying presence within our journeys, our waiting. We are invited to sing Alleluias to Jesus who walks with us in the now – wherever and however that is.

back to nature bliss

My dad, sister and brother-in-law and I had a quick little getaway to Mac County, our family land in South Texas. It's rustic, serene, without electricity and absolute back to nature bliss. We hunted, played cards, cooked over an open fire, watched the sun rise and set, gazed at the stars and read. It was wonderful as always.

My great-grandfather made this pie safe. We still use it to keep food in.




I love Mac County.






We played cards and got a little silly.

The amazing bean pot.






Chorizo taquitos. Oh my, these are good. Chorizo is a spicy Mexican sausage.

This chair was my favorite spot.

A steaming cup of camp coffee.